September 2008
4 posts
A little break.
I stayed home sick today. My mom thinks I just haven’t been getting enough sleep. I think she’s right. I usually get to sleep at 12 and wake up at 4:40-4:50, and that’s that I haven’t even been going to practice anymore. I’m trying really hard to fix that though. I”m not having another year like last year. How I got a 19 as my English average I wont know....
“Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through....”
Hypocrite.
I’ve never felt like this before. It feels contagous. Everyone else has felt like this, never me. I’m quiet and shy, but this isn’t the reason. I thought I had gotten better? Everything is still so different. If I told anyone about this they would say something like “No, it’s just in your head. You know that’s not true.” A lot like what I’ve said to...
To fill the gap.
I felt everything thing change the minute I walked through those double doors. No one was the same. I had never felt that alone in that building. Never.
I was happy to see everyone, of course. But I felt like I didn’t belong with anyone. Everyone had moved on and found someone new. I hate lunch. It feels like Warren. Except, honestly, Warren was better. No one knew me, and in a way, that...